u2october's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Malignant Rough Drafts I was able to get my appointment with the Urologist moved up a week, so only 2 weeks of anxiety and feeling this growing, malignant tumor under my left ribcage. I wrote another draft chapter of my book. So far I’ve gotten rough drafts for about 1/3 of the chapters. The latest was about my attempt to unalive myself in 1997. This past week has made me reflect upon the difference between dying by choice and dying not by choice. Both are about control, but in the end, one usually comes with fear, we hike the other with an eerie calm. :end transmission: 23:17 - 05.30.24 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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